Crkkkkkk!!! I torn a piece of bulletin from this campus. Shit... Suddenly, I spit and take a fast walk with hard step to the class. I have a sit in the middle, third seat from behind. No one can’t except him being a cover man of the year. Congrats to him, “Best student achievement” can be got in this semester. Then, I really suspicious if there is an alibi on its event. No! No! But it probably “hypnotizing”. Why is so called like that??? Because I can hardly feel his existence till this time. I never meet him in prominent event. I don't know him. Seriously!!! It’s so absurd to believe in. I never deeply think that he exists in this campus. But his name was rose in banner hanging on the top of building in the block garden.
That proved. Obviously proved, that he is the only one who wants to be first nominator. He was done too perfect so that he could be the winner. All bulletins that I’ve read surely cover him in this period. When I was reading it, I also imagine if he creates systematic schedules in his private bible. He had been collecting some books more than twenty hundred books thus his mind seems “a life bibliography”. But I’m not sure because I don’t know how much volume in his brain is! Hmmm, maybe he is just lucky man who has reached his aim obstinately.
So, appropriately he got his accomplishment. Being a winner, that’s also annoying me. I’m neither jealous nor envious, but I feel so vague. It’s not real that couldn’t be realized. He is not president of student association, only not famous and brilliant student indeed. However, why he appears in this campus suddenly surprising all students (perhaps who doesn’t like him)
“Hello, miss. Can you move forward to the right side, please?”
[Hell, I never suppose it can be happened. He appears in front of me, closer than I wont acquaint him. I answer without looking at his eyes]
“Off course, not! Eeee. .e. . Sorry, I mean yes. [Meaning that I honestly lie to you, hummpt]
“”Thanks, this class is too big, isn’t it? He continues chatting to me.
“Yeah, apparently students make a decision to input in easy lecturer to get good score. So, he is the best professor to be chosen”, I try to have small talk.
“Hmmmm…”, he just nod and keep silent after that.
Since that moment, I conscious that he is here, exist and grow up together all students who struggle to graduate in time. Formerly, I feel he is just a imagination, like shadow – dark and transparent. He is man who can change anything he want and need to do something. Moreover he must be able to stealing mind of smart lecturers or students. Fyiuh, nowadays I can answer “Where his existence is” HE IS A MAN WHO CAN EXISTS WHENEVER ANYBODY WONT TO MET HIM. Must he is kept tightly? Sure, he is a dangerous enemy, not to be accepted in heart and mind. Let ignore him to the memory bin or being friendly to inspire how he can get ACCOMPLISHMENT ^^
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